Down to the wire…
Its a struggle for love
“Smile Hard and Stay safe”
It’s becoming harder and harder to “smile hard.”
Its not that I don’t want to smile, it’s that it’s really hard for me to fake my feelings.
Or front about happiness when I’m crying inside.
But I’m strong and I’ll persist.
I could wake up tomorrow with everyone gone and I’ll be able to rise up again.
Without a doubt.
I have faith in myself. I know who I am. I love who I’ve become.
And that’s great because I’m still so young.
I’ve got a long road ahead of me and I want to eventually have a family.
It takes stability and patience. I’m building my kingdom from the ground up.
When I’m done, I’ll have an entire empire for my families generations to live on.
It will be great and it will get done.
But right now in this moment of time, I’ve got so much on my fuckin’ mind.
I gotta say that I’m pretty proud that it hasn’t affected my grind.
I’m holdin’ up the walls, but my arms are steady shakin’ waiting for another break in.
Well enough of this it’s time for bed.
I just wish I could get him out of my head.
-MegaBeatz.
"Only trust someone who can see these three things in you: The sorrow behind your smile, the love behind your anger, and the reason behind your silence."
- (via deadlyrhythms)
(Source: daphneemarie, via 33113)
weedhaveagoodnight asked: Haha, oops, my bad. I saw a picture of a guy, so I figured he was the owner of the tumblr haha. *Mad props to you madame ;P
Its all good. Thanks though. I like your blog too. Keep it up.
weedhaveagoodnight asked: I've just been browsing through your blog and I REALLY like it. Do you rap/freestyle at all? I saw some of the lyrics lower on the page. On the top of that, your tumblr is kinda like the weed/swag central. Props sir.
Thank you. I don’t rap I just write. It sometimes comes out like that. Im glad you like it. But Im not a sir. I’m a 21 year old female.
"Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple."
- Dr. Seuss (via bitchville)
